FACE + PALM + YOU

A new pet or just plain greed?

2010-10-13T06:40:00.001-07:00

I've been thinking of getting a corn snake. An Amel Corn Snake if you must insist in me preaching on and on about snake. Hah, thought so! So here's a picture of my future possible baby. Cost of one of these are around RM280 - RM 350.

Or maybe I should have another go at the suggies.
Maybe this time I'll get a pair so that it won't go killing it's self in a potato sack.

GG'ed End Game.

All I do is Win.

Antaeus no longer.

2010-09-18T14:32:00.000-07:00

Rid me of my past,
Tear me from this guilt,
Light these shoulders are,
As if sins were lift.

Sun begins to shine,
With mind at utter peace,
Heart beats like a race,
Blood rushes to these cheeks,
A smile is hard to conceal with pearly white teeth.
Once more my life is complete.

-Ismail Illman.

Dear Ismail Illman,

2010-08-23T01:48:00.001-07:00

This is me on 23. August. 2010. Had my Constitutional Law II test today, wow wasn't it an epic fail. I had Contract Law assignment today too, another big fat epic fail on my side again. and finally the conjugation french test . FACEPALM...

Here's whats on my mind for the past 10 minutes.
1.What would you download if you had 10mbps?(Besides porn duhh?)
2.Will you remember me in 10 years time?
3.Is Syed Adam a minor?(whattttt?)
4.I have MackyDee's taste that I just can't shake cause baby it's too damn great.

All I do is win.

Call Of Duty Modern Warfare 2

2010-03-06T05:55:00.000-08:00

If you don't have the game. By all means go get !!!
It doesn't matter whether you're on using your PC, XBOX360, or your FANtastic PS3.
All that matters is you play it on multiplayer, get them killstreaks and unlockables.
Cause darl' IT IS A BEAUTY!
It is really amazing how can find your own personal favourite weapon, either you like single fire, burst or full automatic. The game lets you customize your choices to transform into your personal ideal image of the perfect soldier. :)
GO GET IT NOW!!!!

Tiring as Hell.

2010-01-31T03:38:00.000-08:00

Today is Sunday, 31 January 2010. Which marks me a day closer to my girlfriend's flight to Adelaide, Australia for her to pursue her medicine-based course of higher university education. It has come to my attention for the past several days that mon petit chou has been very very busy to a point where i could literally poke my eye out due to severe loneliness. Sad? yes. Pitiful? yes. Ashame? not so much.

It is 6 years of relationship we're talking about here.

It has also come to my attention that I am seeking out for social interaction throughout social networking sites such as Twitter, Facebook, Tumblr, Picasa.

Yes. The level of loneliness has come to that point of extreme.
Or else, why would I be sitting in this air-condition room typing insomniac-ally on the computer with a tin of chilling coke by side along companioning is $2k .

Apparently my only companion now is $2k

:)

Yes dua-ribu is the closes thing that would come up to as close as a normal human contact.

Separation is hard.

The evil that I am.

2009-08-10T09:45:00.000-07:00

Its 0004 now. I can't sleep, cause I pretty sure I OD'ed on Pepsi while having dinner at Amirul's surprise birthday party. It was kinda fun. Okay that was very descriptive. I'm sorry I'm just very bad at writing stuff. I think I have A.D.D. LOL. Anywho, Fuck I miss my home my mum,Aisyah,Charlie. Anywho. I was bored so I spent 5minutes trying to do a collage. This is my result. i lold.

Syazana.

2009-08-09T11:23:00.000-07:00

I lold.

Something to laugh about.

2009-07-26T19:43:00.000-07:00

Learn Chinese In 5 Minutes

1)That's not right .................................... Sum Ting Wong.
2)Are you habouring a fugitive......................... Hu Yu Hai Ding.
3)See me ASAP.......................................... Kum Hia.
4)Stupid man........................................... Dum Fuk.
5)Small horse.......................................... Tai Ni Po Ni.
6)Did you go to the beach.............................. Wai Yu So Tan.
7)I bumped the coffee table............................ Ai Bang Mai Fa Kin Ni.
8)I think you need a face lift......................... Chin Tu Fat.
9)It is very dark in here.............................. Wai So Dim.
10)This is a tow away zone............................. No Pah King.
11)Staying out of sight................................ Lei Ying Lo
12)Your body odor is offensive......................... Yu Stin Ki Pu.
13)Great............................................... Fa Kin Su Pah

Lol'd.

p.s - Anyone going to world stage concert?

Story Telling Time.

2009-06-18T01:45:00.000-07:00

I want to write a story.

Of what?

I don't know yet.

And here it goes...

Guitar strings strum and Bass Strings being plucked by the naked hand, echoed into the navals of my ear. It was Music, playing smoothly flowing in the air without a hassle of effort, seemingly easy,truthfuly difficult as understanding a woman on P.M.S . Add a dose of natural human engineered sound called voice and the music becomes a song thought my heavy head. Dizzy and disorientated I wiped my face from side to side with my hand, the sweat accumulated on my hand. I stared into the blank screen, and then to my right for a view of a wall decorated with many windows some of them where lit with dim lights while others where as dark as bad blood. Shaking my head from west to east I pondered what could be behind those lit windows. Curtain as thick as the human skull, block the would have been clear view.

To my left , laid an empty bed... and that is where this tale ends.

A picture that made me LOL.

2009-06-13T07:49:00.001-07:00

Right after I was done writing my past blog, I stumble upon this picture.

:)

Yum huh?

Speaking of LOL, a poor friend of mine had his 1st very own disaster with word LOL.
Oh the Irony huh Iylia.
With that incident in mind, I had affirm my stand that is
Malaysia is Not A Safe Place For Exotic Car
(this is my Debate Motion steal it and Pedobear will hunt your kids)

The reasons that I say this is because of the underlying factors which are.

a) Citizens are envious of cars that are shinier and more SHAZAM than theirs.
b) Citizens portray their jzealousy by inflicting pain towards the prior cars.
c) Statics show that they inflict their damage mainly using objects.
d) Objects small and sharp such as keys are found to be utmost useful in such acts.
e) I have no idea why this is happening.
f) SIR NAJIB HELP!

Perfume that I want!

2009-06-13T07:41:00.001-07:00

GUERLAIN HOMME :)

It has been said that this prior perfume contains basenotes that are most similarly identical to mojito. The next question that pops into your head must be what the hell is a mojito. (aha I just read your mind) Ninja skills. :|

Here a picha.

Mmm, yummy isn't it?
Yes it is sir, Yes it is :)
I'm liar (bad mael bad!) [not a bragger aye?}
Naw, I have no idea what a mojito tastes like, but (by reading the description of a mojito ofcourse) the smell of a mojito is really good. It contains lime and mint.
Hey that sounds like a very fresh smell, thought the reader.
Why yes it is a very fresh smell, and that is why I would very much like to purchase this particular perfume.

- ILL
MAT CON

Waiting for Adsense.

2009-06-13T07:34:00.001-07:00

I have been trying to apply for adsense for several weeks now, but it seems to be everything but a job well done.

:)

Oh Well.

Hm, It seems the nearest guerlain perfume shop is in MidValley, and thus I shall go there maybe in late Jun Or Early July. My reason?

By that time, the greens will be already stashed into my bank account.
(yay me), so much for my saving for a XBOX360.I can't seem to judge an xbox360 or a plentiful load of cash that can be spent on clothes perfumes and shoes.

XBOX360 = A SHIT LOAD OF BOXD FUN.
OR
Option B = I can buy new things that I can wear and utilise in my everyday life.

Hmmmmm, My "past" life of being a nerdy geeky gamer or my boring life filled with things I dont need.

:D a dilemma indeed.

Worst than deciding which pandemic to solve first. I know, Its hard to be me.
(as they say it in youtube 5 stars for sarcasm)

:)

A blog to not updated is a blog wasted.

-Yours Truly
ILL
Mat Con

Reading comments on youtube.

2009-05-18T21:40:00.000-07:00

Due to immense boredom I read all 187533198 comments that was available in a particular youtube video.

I came across one that made me rofl.

A suicide bomber storms into a pet shop and declares, "you have thirty seconds to leave before I blow this whole place up!"

Tortoise at the back of the shop, "You bastard..."

NOW ROFL.

A quick steps on how to do so.

The old days.

2009-05-06T03:02:00.000-07:00

I was browsing through goggle pictures and then suddenly I came across a picture which reminded me, the days where I "was" a game-addict.

note "was" :)

About Swine Flu.

2009-05-05T01:13:00.000-07:00

A little something you should think about.

I would beat a midget, rob a bank,and kill a baby panda to hear this lady sing live infront of me.

2009-05-01T02:27:00.000-07:00

This was done by endralovepillow not me, sue him not me aite ;p

Owh chyeah, bought new glasses, too tired to blog about now.

Listening to Paramore Final Riot.

Mobile blog

2009-04-27T08:11:00.001-07:00

[I'm a nooblet in getting the mobile blog to sync with my blog for the first time, thus I had to copy and paste the original blog from http://subhot649.blogspot.com/, chyeah.]

Good Food :D
Har har har laughs the pot belly pirate writer of this blog.
Ye pirate loves dem subs o'fingah lickin good more than a schizophrenic jumping jun hong!
Ye pirate speak to spread the love not to boast on epic nothingness.
Bring forth thou rollin thunder and bite me for my obsession for good food.

Mobile blog

This week has been great for me. The exam is over, the sale of year was attended, the return of the place called home, and I saw these babies on sale (buy one free one) and decide to adopt them to the family, to top things off i manage to visit.

Speaking of adopting, meet the new members of the ever growing family :)

London,Summer,Chrome are sleeping I din't have the heart to wake them up. :p

GINGGARB FTW.

212

2009-04-27T08:08:00.001-07:00

Epic win

Two for the price of one

2009-04-27T05:52:00.001-07:00

This week has been great for me. The exam is over, the sale of year was attended, the date with Syah and i got to buy two osis for the price of one, to top things off i manage to get the last coke from aunty anita's world.

Good food burp.

2009-04-27T02:33:00.001-07:00

It was never my intention to brag about my obession for good food. Imagine me talking about dem good chincalok or aromatic tempoyak. No one would give a rat's ass about it. But the fact that it is subway, now that made heads turn and mumble ''he thnks he's bttr than me!''
Har har har laughs the fat belly pirate writer of this blog.
Ye pirate loves dem subs o'fingah lickin good more than a scezophernic jumping jun hong!
Ye pirate speak to spread the love not to condemn.
Bring forth thou rollin thunder and bite me for my obession of good food.

Cheat Code.

2009-04-20T08:47:00.001-07:00

One down !

SOCIAL PSYCHOLOGY IS DEAD!

EASE NOT MINIONS FOR THIS IS ONLY THE CALM BEFORE THE STORM :)

Always forgive but remember part I

2009-03-28T03:11:00.000-07:00

Yesterday which was dated 27 March 2009,I went to many places, including Subang Jaya and Kuala Lumpur not to mention USJ. I went to see Syah to accompany her for lunch at Subway(gingarb),yes I miss dearly those sand later that day Ashrul invited me(or rather I invited myself) to join them to visit the ill Musfira Class D of PI005.The journey there was made possible with the help of Anis Class D of PI005 which drove her Myvi from Shah Alam to the far outskirts of Kuala Lumpur just to bring us to meet her dearly ill friend.After hours in the jungle city, we finally arrived at The General Hospital around 1 in a heaven downpour of rain. Turns out the ill one has been infected by virus that attacks the nerves of her arms and legs which lessens her mobility and strength to conduct daily chores.We later that day returned to SS15,then Me,Ashrul,Anis and Ila had Subway again :) (GINGARB FTW!).

I then left them to meet up with Syah. We went to Summit, watched Confession of A Shopaholic (yes, i believe that we all are blogging about this particular movie)

Earth Hour Guys GTG!

The world changed.

2009-03-24T07:33:00.000-07:00

Whensanotherlife.

It used to mean something to me.
An epic something.That I dearly wanted to change.
As the saying goes, all wounds heal with time.
It can be said that I have finally found my longing peace.
I no longer find myself wanting a new life.
I can live with mine now.
With the past on my shoulders.
Moving on but never forgetting.

WITH THAT :)

I will change my blog to .blogspot.com

Thought I should give you guys a prior notice.
Then again I have a minute degree of readers.
Sad yes,Obsolete no.

Yes you do.

2009-02-20T18:36:00.000-08:00

You're the direction I follow to get home
When I feel like I can't go on, you tell me to go
And it's like I can't feel a thing without you around
And don't mind me if I get weak in the knees
'Cause you have that effect on me, you do

Everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

Months going strong now, and no goodbye
Unconditional, unoriginal
Always by my side
Meant to be together
Meant for no one but each other
You love me, I love you harder so

Everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

So please, give me your hands
So please, give me a lesson on how to steal, steal the heart
As fast as you stole mine, as you stole mine

Oh and everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

So please, give me your hands
So please, just take my hand.

Hey Monday, 6 Months.

The reason why there should be a limit.

2009-02-10T01:21:00.001-08:00

One of the biggest reason I think that I should put a hourly limit on how much time I should hang out with iylia is ... Ben's Bitches.

Yes.

Ben's Bitches.

Apparently this band is one of the kampung boys from Iylia's so called "kampung"
This is a band made of mostly Chinese but they seemingly talk Malay in a very malayly manner. Yes I am aware that malayly isn't an actual word, its my blog so HAH!
LOL
Okay back to the point. The song's from ben's bitches are Pencil Besar,Awek Lu Fit and my favourite is Kim Jong Il.

Yes.

It somehow manage to penetrate my iron thick wall of sanity and plant itself onto my brain.

Music to suit the mood.

2009-02-08T22:20:00.000-08:00

Lolipop (cover) by Framing Hanley.

*guitar raping*

*volume increases*

She licks it like a lolipop.

*boom*

Songs starts.

:)

You guys should give this song a try.It has been stuck in my head for days.In a way it is simply sad to have this song stuck inside of your head.For one the song is about freagging oral intercourse. Two it somehow indicates that we(men) have these overly exaggerated fantasy.

Perfect.

In my defense I must say that the verse and course is very catchy indeed.
Sure, its pornish of them to compose a song about oral intercourse.

How about we change our perspective on the song?

Maybe! Just maybe that they were composing a song about their love for lolipops.

CHUPA CHUMPs FTW!

Yummy.

Grown Up.

2009-01-31T06:56:00.000-08:00

Its is 31st January 2009.

That day is the day that I became a grown up.

A little incident made me notice that I ain't that little boy who can't fix his own rubix of mess anymore.810pm reads my gift given watch, standing in front of an ATM was I pumped with rage and anger smacking the ATM that having a personality of an ugly elbow where by it took my command to spit out a 100rggt but it did not, yet it still had the balls to deduct 100rggt from my account.

Fuck

I said with passion and power.Was I to be butt fucked by this monster of a machine?
No firmly i thought in my head, fuck no more I shall be.I contact the number displayed on top of the machine if there should be a malfunction of the machine.It rang and there was a voice.After many minutes talking, she advised me to contact the owner of the monstrous creation.I did , but failure was more to come.There were no recipient, it rang enough times to make the WTC to rumble to bits again(without people inside of course).

Failure

I thought sitting on a bench with my head low with despair.I called a friend to locate my bank to make a report to redeem my lost 100rggt.Funny, a friend of a friend of mine also was in a position like me, to add his lost was greater compared to mine 250rggt a staggering amount indeed to be lost.It was relaxing to know that I'm not alone in this mess.

Internet

I google my bank to find a care number I could call to seek answer for my billions queries.I talk and talked and I began to smile.A demonic smile it was, stretch from a cheek to the other.

:)

Turns out you can make the report via telephone.My fears of walking to the bank with egg-baking heat and 100's of miles to add was gone.My troubles were over.

Best thing is I didn't even tell my mum.

"Trouble not those who are old and care for them as they have cared you."
-Mr I'm a Grown up.

Thank you Mr Alexander Graham Bell.

The collapse.

2009-01-20T00:47:00.000-08:00

I'm gonna be the bigger man,
I'm gonna leave this where it stands,
Always forgive, but remember.

One from far and wide,
Don't trust you'll take the ride,
But I was the one, the defender.

I saw from the sidelines..

I saw your collapse,
I saw your charade,
And I'm watching you lose your own game.

Was I just another piece?
A place to plant your feet?
I will forgive, but remember.

Remember who you left,
And lay them in your bed,
Forever the one, the pretender.

'Cause I see the coward in you...

I saw your collapse,
I saw your charade,
And I'm watching you lose your own game,
I saw the wind, blow a gale, watch you run.

I was somewhere else then,
You were someone else,
I'm somewhere else now,
You were someone else,
How?

I saw your collapse,
I saw your charade,
And I'm watching you lose your own game,
I saw the wind, blow a gale, watch you run,
I saw the wind, blow a gale, watch you run.

:'< I'll miss you R.O

I cried ;) can ya dig it?

-Always forgive but remember.

Cherry Cherry Boom Boom.

2009-01-19T07:04:00.000-08:00

This is just plain gay.The study days is cut short by two days,don't get me wrong its not like I'm not thankful for the sweet long break but cutting back on classes isn't actually my cup of tea especially is you have your 1st test for Social Psychology which counts like 10%. (fuck i don't remember what the !$#%! the percentage is)

GUILTY GILE NAK CUTIIIIIIII !!!

ps: Wan Nurul Eliana.

Good luck eh 09'.You know , If you need anything just give a hollah, help yah in anyway i can :)
I'm sorry for taking ya notes, and asking for credit.
Maybe its time to pay you back the good deeds.

ROFLOLCOPTER

2009-01-12T05:49:00.000-08:00

Acara - Suits the occasion. eg. Dpt cendol pak mat kampung acara bai tengah panas ni.

Tembak - Highest of high. eg. Ayam goreng ni TEMBAK !

Shoot - To hit. eg. Man, aku shoot kau nnti, golek gunung ko.

Game - to be played with. eg. cine tu game ko , die kate english tp jepun.

GG - Game Over.

JJ - clothing that resembles a fashion criminal chinesian.

Cool - Sweet.

Yes, i use weird lingos , ROFOLOLCOPTER.

09

2008-12-29T08:16:00.000-08:00

I'm thinking of deleting this blog.No, I'm not deleting it so that i can make a new one.
I think that i might quit , since I'll have nothing more to blog about.You must be thinking, how can one have nothing to blog about? Without even reaching a 100 blog entries I am done.

Repeat Offender once said : The colds coming...

Thank you.

My attempt at shopping alone

2008-12-28T06:41:00.000-08:00

I was given 300rggt to spend on a shirt and a pair of pants.

Since on 25th Dec 08' I saw ridiculous discounts for most clothing shops.
I decide to shop on the 26th.Little that i know, Giodarno's super sale last for the 25th only.Even though, there was no super sale, I still wanted that khakis 36(imfatttt) codaroy pants that cost 139rggt. Sadly, i got only a 10% discount and I forgot to mention my giodarno membership account. 139 -> 125...

Thus to comfort my broken shoppa ho lic soul, I went to jusco.

.5 Minutes of walking.

10% 20% 30% 40% 50% 60% 70%!!!!
JACK POT.

It was discount glore hhaaaaa.
*that was the ray of light lifthing me into the sky*
Brand after brand i rampage through the mega plaza, POLO SEED DIESEL FOREST(ewwww) TOM SNAIL ORIGINAL and finally BE-ELEMENTZ.

:>

Pain.

2008-12-28T06:21:00.000-08:00

What is pain?

Is it the feeling you get when you get shot?
Is it the feeling you get when you get stab in the back by your bestie?
Is it the feeling you get when you get mugged on ur way to propose to your wife to be?
Is it the multi cluster bombardment of ulcer nesting in your mouth?

09's resolution.
1)Stay sane.
2)Stay alive.
3)Stay with reality.
4)Pray more.

I want these for Xmas.

2008-12-25T05:05:00.000-08:00

I want to blog but then the sandman came and said if i dont sleep he'll steal all of my coookies .

So i shall. blog later.

The death of a rising star and the rebirth of a legend.

2008-12-17T04:27:00.001-08:00

Repeat Offender.
A tribute to you

Hey, i known these guys for 4years.Chyeah, its hard to see your favourite band split up,especially after they just released their most amazing album yet.It strikes the core of my very soul that they are breaking up.When I was young(lol,14yo)I made a list of bands that were gonna make it big and the bands are.

a)Fall Out Boy (check)
b)Paramore (check)
c)The White Room (vocal got ostheoprosis genetic disorder)
d)The Veronicas (check)
e)Repeat Offender (split up)

3/5 not bad aye ?

The Rebirth of a legend.

Folie A Deux
Its fall out boy's new album.Finally! the boys are back at their game, the last album was kinda... more towards SELL OUT BOY than FALL OUT BOY.Fall out boy has returned, patrick stump's vocal are better than ever,the beats are pounding fast and the riffs are godlike. you gotta listen to the america's suiteheart by south rakkas.
Just my 20cent.(ya can go to my 3rd track in my playlist to listen)
Truly a folie a deux. (its french chyeah!)

folie a deux = a madness shared by two

A shocking 11am wake up call.

2008-12-05T19:26:00.001-08:00

Last night, i just couldnt sleep.I was still wide awake at 3am in the morning, is my insomnia back? Was it the 3liter coke? Was it the evening coffea? I ponder...and ponder as I dozed off into the rising morning.

I woke up, due to the LOUD chattering between mum and maid#618618 as they chat i grunt LOUDLY to indicate that i was trying to sleep.I gave up on sleeping as my bio-clock wanted to go to the lou.As I get back to bed... I saw a figure of feminine posture sitting infront of my pc.It was my cousin Sara but it couldnt be... could it??

I see on the screen. . . something that i couldnt even think of at the time. . .

What was it you say ?

Porn?
Sport?
Politic?
Porn?

No.

It was Dota!!

Can you believe it?
My female cousin(im not a sexist) is playing dota.She was playing a 5o5 match. Her score?
4-2
What is up with this family??Everyone(young adults)is playing dota.My brother is playing dota. Now my cousin is playing dota too.

O h t h e a g o n y

Tagged.

2008-12-05T00:23:00.000-08:00

1.
zuheir ashraf
2.
axm shahrom
3.
fahmy bakal di turkey
4.
arul "i wana make love in this club"
5.
amirul irfan
6.
megat mahathir
7.
iylia hakim
8.
Nur Aisyah Ibrahim

The Questions
1)Do you love number 5?
sudah tentu, citron trois ethnocentrisme who can forget right...

2)Does number 3 have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
owh dia, dia berjanji untuk menceritakan love story nya kepada saya pada masa akan datang.

3)Are you dating anyone on your top?
=)

4)how long have you known 8?
Officially known her at form 1, but heard rumors about a vandalist in the six of diamonds. .

5)where did you meet 7?
J E N G K A "Kamu semua apa??? Kura - Kura !.

6)have you ever kissed 4?
tidak, tetapi dia pernah mencium pipi saya. -_-"

7)Have you ever hugged 5?
Tidak tidak, unethical to do so, not to mention socially unacceptable.

8)Have you slept over 2’s house?
Of yes, dan bakal sleep over more since he has a PS3 that he failed to mention.

9)what do you do when you hang out with 6?
We go hisap angin di pantai =)

10)Does 1 make you laugh?
Owh yes, dia lawak.

11)Have you ever talked to 4 on IM?
rarely.

12)Do you go to school with number 2?
yes, i did. Met him at form 3. We went to a tournament together, then only were we friends. See what dota can do ?

13)Do you know 5’s middle name?
irfan, bombhar, the afro, ilostmypeninmyhair,

14)What is a inside joke between you and 2?
"Buatlah cermin dan lukis la Deeeeeeeeeeeee"

15)What do you do when you hang out with 5?
We go golek2 at pantai =)

16)Would you do anything for 7?
owh ilyia. T i d a k .

17)Is 3 one of your best friends?
Always was a friend, is becoming a best friend.

18)What would you change about 1?
I would say "Do what you wanna do, but do it right." Kudos on the new beginning.

19)Has 8 ever thought you anything?
1)Carbonara itu best.
2)How it feels to be hit by a basketball
3)Lagu melayu itu best.
4)How to stop being stupid.
5)#8 made me a better man.-period-

20)Does number 6 annoy you?
Megat? Ask group D, he's a big bear with a chinese haircut (pfft,lupa diri):p

Merci beaucoup tres pommes :)

2008-12-03T03:08:00.000-08:00

A benefits of having a ds. Is learning french ! :)

My lessons of the beautiful language has just started.So far the words that i know are the numbers from 1(un) to 6(six)[yes it is still six :)] , apples(pommes), peoples (personnes) :D

Things that we kids associate the french with

French Fries.

French Toast.

and the ever famous.

"embrasser avec la langue"

Live your life by TI and Ms Chris Brown to be.
Rihanna amazes me once again with her attempt to impersonate the voice of the maya hii maya hoe :D

Here's a picture for the good times.

Group D FTW!!?

I should stop caring.

2008-11-25T19:01:00.000-08:00

period.

To the 3's

2008-11-24T05:58:00.000-08:00

I have been going through a hard time lately.I ditched you guys like 198179161876198181times.Believe it or not I'm sorry, I have been rather...beaten up to the bones lately, its either im at a far far away land or i have no money to go to anywhere. I am sorry guys.I know you guys wanna see me and all, I'm sorry to dissapoint.

I'm not actually doing so good with the holidays.

:D

So cheers.
Smile and Die

Im a mess.

Im guessing its karma.

2008-11-22T07:38:00.000-08:00

What you give you get back.

I just realized that. The moment ai mention "well arent you always like that?"
hmph. Guess I am.

Saddening but true.

Thus, I going to change my ways to better polite and mannered state.

RND->SND

Smile and Die.

:D

If we were over

2008-11-13T09:51:00.000-08:00

I'll cherish the wonderful time I had with you.
I'll name my kids after you.
This I promise.

Maybe, if we come to an unavoidable end, i'll remember you.This may sound unlikely...but I know, with me writing this on paper, it'll help me remember about a love too great for me to forget in 50 or 60 years time.

You have been in my life for more than half a decade...
Without you, i would be still stumbling on life...
Australia,New Zealand,Mexico,Indonesia.
Where ever you may be, you'll always be in my heart.
I'll wait.
PROMISE.

:<

:'<

:'|

:')

Thank you.

Written by : Ahmad Ismail Illman bin Mohd Razali

(sorry, i had to post this. Nur Aisyah binti Md Ibrahim.)

2eu = 1+(5v+u)(2e+1)-5v

2008-11-03T06:38:00.000-08:00

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Now playing: All Time Low - Poppin' Champagne
via FoxyTunes

EXHALE, playing dota... still winning it like i always do. Yes, nothing less than total victory sadly i don't feel all that proud in beating a few "untrained" fries.
Is it me getting bored of the game or is it becoming to easy for pleasure?Am i finally changing to becoming a dull adult?
Could my passion of gaming died of while i am doing my studies of law?Tonight is looking very dark, which is very very very good since i need a good rest for my MUET tomorrow.YAWN.

.OGRE SINGING.All time low - A newly found band which is very good i must say.The question is how good is it? Its on par with Fall Out Boy when it was actually fall out boy not sell out boy.SIGH.Thank god, that bands like these still exist, I suggest that y'all go buy or d to load this album.I doubt that you'll be able to find such album in this country.

.RUBBING EAR. I should be studying... Yes i know. LAW is hard.So let me blab about The Separation of Power theory by Montesquieu. Montesquieu states there shall be a separation of power of the government or state, the powers shall be divided into three, that is legislative, executive, judicial power. These 3 branches shall be independent and separated from one another. By independent i mean, a branch do not need the consent of another branch to do their job.The legislative have power to make law, the executive have power to govern the law, meanwhile judicial have power to interpret the law.There exist a system of check and balance within this theory, the system is made to balance the power of the branches and to prevent one branch from becoming more supreme than the others.The system of check and balance is where each body checks the others therefore ensure no abuse of power.If the 3 powers where given to a single branch or a single person it will cause dictatorship and arbitrariness. Which have been stated by Aristotle where by he says "power tends to corrupt, thus absolute power corrupts absolutely".

:p(i know cool kan?)

.LOOKING TIME AT MY WONDERFUL GIFT-GIVEN WATCH. Shit... 11:18, anyhow. So, the main question that is asked is does the government in Malaysia fully implement the theory of separation of power? The answer is ... NO!

SHOCKED?

Why do i say so??
This is cause by the parliamentary democracies do not have distinct separation of powers. Where by the legislative and executive are connected. Connected by what?
Connected in the sense that the executive comes from the legislative. Thus the government is a form of responsible government, where by the executive is responsible to legislature. The executive head, has the same political homogeneity with the legislative because the head of executive is picked among the majority party representative which can hold the confidence of the parliament. THUS they have the same political ideology. THUS the executive and legislative does not quarrel much because they have the same idea of thinking and it makes room for bias law and etc.

:p .CHECK HAND PHONE NO REPLY.

.YAWN.
PIKA DITCHED ME.

SAYA TUNTUT SESI PERBINCANGAN UNDANG-UNDANG

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Now playing: All Time Low - Remembering Sunday
via FoxyTunes

Oh Love.

2008-10-29T04:56:00.000-07:00

Thank you.

Thank you, for making me the man i am today.

Thank you, for making me realize there is much more to me than just a bum,

Thank you, for making me feel 7's heaven.

Thank you, for loving me.

You are the very core that i have.

You are the very air i need.

I would be lost without you.

Thank you ata.

After Eight

2008-10-17T18:26:00.000-07:00

11:15- Listening to All Time Low. Nibbling on a piece of After'8. Asking myself should I or should I be studying at this particular moment.

11:18- Listening to We The Kings, Playing O2JAM Invention 06.

12:38- I'm crying.

LOL.

Run baby run.

2008-10-01T23:30:00.000-07:00

Check yes Juliet
Are you with me?
Rain is falling down on the sidewalk
I won't go until you come outside.

Check yes Juliet
Kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
There's no turning back for us tonight.

Lace up your shoes
Eh Oh Eh Ohhh
Here's how we do:

Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back.
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance.
Don't sell your heart.
Don't say we're not meant to be.
Run, baby, run.
Forever will be
You and me.

Check yes Juliet
I'll be waiting
Wishing, wanting
Yours for the taking.
Just sneak out
And don't tell a soul goodbye.
Check yes Juliet
Here's the countdown
3... 2... 1... now fall in my arms now
They can change the locks
Don't let them change your mind

Lace up your shoes
Eh Oh Eh Ohhh
Here's how we do

Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be
You and me

We're flying through the night
We're flying through the night
Way up high,
The view from here is getting better with
You by my side

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be...

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be
You and me
You and me
You and me

2:30- At this part of the song, my heart slowed down. I closed my eyes, everything that has happen this year flashes back into my mind. I blink...twice or trice...
I sit back, I'm never tired of this.This game we're in. I'll play it till I win.

Oh baby, I'll run with you till the end.

Its back...

2008-09-28T07:03:00.000-07:00

Love Story...

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights,
See the party,
the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring,

And said,

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you.

Unforgivable.

2008-09-21T22:15:00.000-07:00

A bottle of Sean John's Unforgivable...

Me likely.

:)

Yet to my knowledge, there's another version of this perfume..
Not the SJ Unforgivable Black but this little baby.

Sean John Multi Platinum...
.sigh.
Its already out of stock.

The Green Fairy

2008-09-18T01:01:00.000-07:00

Isnt it beautiful? Look at the colour and the contrast of the liquid inside...
Its called "The Green Fairy" or widely known as Absinthe.
Its an alcoholic drink, i know we cant drink this.
It looks so yummmmmy =3

How to enjoy this drink.

1)Pour absinth over the sugar cube or fip the sugar cube in the absinthe

2)Light the sugar up and wait until its fully caramelized

3)Mix the sugar with the absinthe

4)Add ice cold water and you are ready to enjoy the absinthe.

Absinthe = yummy

Midnight Carnival.

2008-09-17T23:49:00.000-07:00

*yawn*
Crazy Sanity.
Bulvox.
Cheaterz.
S.D.P
ShidanGemok
Suppy.

I miss you guys.

If i told you guys the things that happen in kuantan, i bet you guys will be "ROFLOL".
Too bad its getting too much for fun.
Since you guys are having SPM this , ill treat yall at pak li.

A pocket full of sunshine.

2008-09-17T23:31:00.000-07:00

Ngeeeeee.

BEST SIOT DUDUK KUANTAN!

LIST OF THINGS I LOVE:
a)CLOSE-MINDED PEOPLE!
b)ENVIOUS PEOPLE!
c)HYPORCITE PEOPLE!

Wooooooho.

Yawn

2008-09-11T17:19:00.000-07:00

I got you on paper

"Terang Lagi di Suluh"

"lex talionis"

You smart kids must know about the punishment of sexual harrasment.

I guess, It didnt came to your mind when you were laughing and bad mouthing these people aye?

Just like you, Im not involve in this Im just telling you a little something about your own doings.

The saying "Think Before You Act" never entered your mind right?

Its funny harass people aye?
Especially in their own blogs.

YOU LABELED THEM.
YOU ATTACKED THEM.

then you dare say "it was just a little bit je..."

WHEN DID THEY SAY THEY ARE SO RICH?
WHEN DID THEY SAY THEY ARE SO COOL?
WHEN DID THEY DISTURB YOUR LIFE?
WHEN DID YOU BECAME SUCH A LOW LIFE ?

WHATS WRONG WITH THEM EATING AT THAT PLACE?
WHATS WRONG WITH WEARING SKINNY JEANS?
WHATS WRONG WITH HAVING WHITE SKIN AS WE WERE BORN WITH IT?
WHATS WRONG WITH YOUR MENTALITY?

In a way...

2008-08-13T19:04:00.000-07:00

The time pass by, as open and close my eyes with every sunrise and sunsets.
Things are getting better. Lesser flashbacks,lesser insomnia.
But somethings do come back to haunt me, My appetite has ran away again.
.sigh.
Oh well.
You can't have it all.

This week has beeen hectic to me.
Test...Debate...Friends Problem.
But im gonna make it.
"Whats life but a bitch."
A tourney in 3days... no biggy, haha even though i never went to a debate competetion. NO BIGGY!
Here's a quote from house.
"Everyone lies."
This seems to be quite true.
=)
Looks like we're gonna b great lawyers after all.
After the TOURNY ill go home, woooot!!!
HOME SWEEET HOMEEEE!
Wrriten on your forehead
In a way, this life isnt so bad.

There goes my hero.

2008-08-06T07:15:00.000-07:00

I hate amirul, yes i really do.
He is the basic most hated entity in my so called own dimension.
:)
Moving on, What we all need, is time. Yes, im talking aboout our problem.
Axm... I am sorry, this wasnt what i wanted.
Gah, never in my mind i would ever think of such a thing to happen.
God, we all got problems in our life right now.
All i wish for that this nightmare would end faster.

Things left unsaid.

2008-08-04T01:52:00.000-07:00

Steven Childs.
Dont know him?
I dont blame you, let me tell you a little bit about this man. Steven Childs, Austrilian home grown musician. So heres the thing, he's a musician right? I love the music that he makes.Why? Cause its deep. So damn deep man, compared to usual shit that everyone plays. Red for you , Always on ur side , She's the end relates to me very very much... Haha deep shit emo, i know =/

What it means to have a friends.

2008-07-31T01:17:00.001-07:00

What it means to have friends.
How nice it was to actually to be surprised again.
Finallly the wind has change,
I could smile again.
I could breathe in.
Thank you.
so much.

What it means to have a friends.

2008-07-31T01:17:00.000-07:00

csc abis. gtg.

25 July...

2008-07-24T17:28:00.000-07:00

A month and several days after the misery event...
I still find myself unable of peaceful sleep...
Still locked in the continous playback in my head.
Fresh, i could still remember how her tears poured heavily down her red cheeks.
I cursed, I mocked, I sweared.
Ill never forgive him and her.
Its stupid to think that 5minutes could change my entire life.
But this is not a game, there is no replay.
Orpheus the fool.
Pity me.

I cant.

2008-06-08T19:22:00.001-07:00

closing my eyes.
i see.... the past.
the past brings water to my eyes.
I cant live with myself..
Not after what i have done.
I should die.
I should.
But i cant.
I'll make this right before i go.
I must.
For the damage i have done is too great to bare alone.
I must shift the weight... on me...
Destroy me. Its okay.
For i am a monster.
Smile and Die.
-monster.

The day.

2008-06-08T18:59:00.000-07:00

Losing everything you loved...
in a matter of minutes...
30minutes... is all it took to destroy everything.
Families.
Trust.
Love.
Dignity.
Pride.
Self-value.
I applaud myself.
For a job well done.
For this catastrophe of great magnitude.
At the end of the day. It just me.
Me and the aftermath...

I am nothing less than a monster.

I thrive on desruction.
I smile on sadnesss.
I laugh on break downs.

I am... everything bad that had happen in this world...
I... cant stop... smiling... as my world crumbles...
In to this deep darkness, i smile.
Alone, and untouched.
Giving myself a pat on the back.
Great job... Great job kid...

The reason why im writting this blog...
I cause i like to read my thoughts.
Thus, i write it here... and read it in the future...
Everything i write here is false.
Yet, it is the very opposite of truth.

You should hate me.
for i am the very influence that makes you ... me.
I have no heart.
I could never understand the pain ur in.
Yet this void in my chest is screaming in pain.

I am evrything you fear.
Stay away from me...
As i tend to drag people down with me...
I beg you... please... stay away from me.....
Please... Let her smile again...
With or without me...
For I am not important...
I am an xtra... I could always be replace... with something new,something better.
For that is who i am...
For that is whom you loved.
I am the fool
Thou may call Orpheus.

Readers will never understand. For this is a poem.
Of an accident , that was never meant to be an incident.
That put our lives on the world's end.
for now our lives, are just empty shells...
for the flesh of us has been ripped.

What is trust.
What is love.
The things that we have lost...

I am sorry... I am sorry for i am the fool.
The fool with the poison tongue.
My words are the very venom that poison you.
So leave me be.
Alone and unwanted.
It is for the best.
For your future.
For my love...

With or Without me.